Just a question which puzzles my mind and makes me want to go, hmmm?!!

I haven't updated my blog in quite a few months as you can see but this is a message I sent to someone who shall remain nameless for obvious reasons and to prevent me from getting my ass kicked when we see each other in person again one of these days. It is just one of those rare works I write when I have things on my mind and thought I'd share it here because it's just a rare analytical thing coming from the heart and not just words typed around from a keyboard.


Comments are welcome. Maybe if we all pull ourselves together, we can find the answers I seek to this mysterious question.


And of course, I must mention, I am no expert or professional in this topic so everything here is my own opinion and based on my experiences and things I saw and learned from around me.

So, you were not single for however long, which meant you were in a relationship, correct? After being in said "relationship" for however long, the dude says, "Sorry, I'm not ready to be in a relationship with you so we must break up."

How can one say he/she is not ready to be in a relationship when, in fact, they have already been in it? That's what confuses me.

Also... is being in a relationship that hard? Obviously, I barely have any experience in this subject matter but, how hard can it be to be in a relationship with someone? They meet, talk, become friends, hang out, if there is a connection, intimacy (most of my shitty so-called relationships back in the day mostly started and ended with the latter and there was barely anything of the former but this isn't about my shitty, er, acquaintances.) ensues to a certain degree or whatever then they decide on whether to take things forward and become a "couple."

So, now they are a "couple" and in a "relationship" and do not fuck around with others of the opposite sex. This, from what I understand, is called a "committed relationship." Unless, it is an "open relationship," one should not fuck with others of the opposite sex because that would be considered "cheating." In a "committed relationship", there is friendship, intimacy of nobody else but the two in the relationship and the male one in said relationship does his best to make sure the female is happy and buys her things at random times just because.... and when they are together, makes sure he puts himself before her when it comes to safety and other bullshit around them in this area with lack of common courtesy and common fucking sense! The female, just does what she does and continues to show affection at random times and, well, whatever the other things the females do in the relationship. Surely I can go on about this but this isn't really the point I'm getting at.

So, I don't want to bring this up because I'd like you to get over the bullshit things in your life and move on but it just boils down to....
Why would a man not want to be in a "committed relationship" with an amazingly beautiful female who is getting an education, works, has a killer personality, lovely hair, beautiful smile, doesn't smoke, do drugs, and isn't a stuck up, skanky ass hoe like I see in the lovely bars, malls, and walmarts around here??

You said he was a really nice guy. Coming from a nice guy, why would he let a woman most nice guys would do almost anything to be with but just sit around and dream about it instead?

That is the main question right there which just makes me sit back and go, wtf?! Does he have a secret he is hiding? Is he fucking gay where he has to break it off before you find out? Is there someone else which is why he isn't ready to be in a "COMMITTED relationship?" Would he rather still just be "free" instead of "hooked" to one girl? Sure, there are many more beautiful girls out there but how often do you see ones with the qualities you have I mentioned above?

Anyway.... I can go on and on and come up and add 20 more questions but I guess we'll never find the answer unless you ask him to give you a more detailed explanation besides the bullshit line many have heard before.... "Sorry, I am not ready to be in a relationship, [even though I've been in a relationship with you for a while now, I just don't want to do it anymore. I hope you understand. I'm not going to bother to tell you why, that's for me to know and you to just ponder about and tell all your friends and post it on facebook so everyone can find out what a dumb ass I really am for letting an amazing girl like you go.]"

I wasn't going to bother even sending you a message such as this. I find sending long ass messages like this to girls I barely talk to is a waste of both of our times but all of these thoughts came up so instead of letting them linger on in my analytical head of mine for who knows how long, I'd thought I'd let it all out on you because you started it. lol! j/k. Nah, but seriously, I just get pretty damn confused with the kind of things I see happen to girls like you so I'm just looking for some kind of answer, an answer, like many, I doubt I'll find. But maybe, just maybe, if you ask him to be more specific, we'll both find an answer to this mystery and we can put it to rest but would it be worth opening this so-called "can of worms" again just to satisfy my curiosity? Nope. But I'm sure you'll like to find a "true" reason, whatever it may be so you don't just sit around and wonder why for days to come....

If you read all this by now, respond back with, "You creepy doofus" so I know you read it and didn't just go, "What's this shit! [delete]"

Have a good day, night, or whatever,

Justin - the man seeking to find answers he may never find.

Major blog update on Knight Replica's Blog site

Just a note to everyone who checks this blog out, I have posted a major blog update on the Knight Replica's Blog. Check it out for some exciting news!

Later,

Justin

Small thunderstorm caused a 3+ hour long power outage in my area.

I got home yesterday at around five or so in the evening only to realize the power went out. There has been a thunderstorm during that time in Fort Pierce and in Stuart so it was understandable for the power to go out. Problem is, the storm eventually cleared up, yet the power was still out for over three hours. A phone call to FPL resulted in a recording saying this outage was caused by a "branch" or "tree" hitting a power line and it has affected the small area of PSL near Floresta and Prima Vista, totaling around one hundred homes. This hasn't even been a hurricane yet and it took this long for the power to be restored. Imagine if a slightly bigger and longer thunderstorm or even a small hurricane were to pass by. How long would it take for the power to be restored then? A whole damn day? And what would be the cause again? Another small ass BRANCH or TREE PART?

Here's a tip for FPL and the FANTASTIC city of PORT SAINT LUICE to work on....
Maybe you guys should trim the trees near the power lines right before the hurricane season starts to at LEAST six inches or so BELOW the power lines so a BULLSHIT issue like this does not happen again? Sure, this will cost some man labor but don't you think it will pay out in the long run during the storms? I understand a lightening strike can cause the power to go out by hitting that resistor thing or whatever it's called on the pole but when it comes to something as stupid like a tree? Come on now. Also, when the power does go out from whatever issue, get your asses on the ball and have it restored within a reasonable time frame, such as close to the thirty minute mark. Think of peoples livelihood here. People have babies around here who need to be fed. The bottles needs to be warmed. People have food stored in their freezers. Do you know how much food will get wasted in 3+hrs of a power outage? Are you going to reimburse people for that food and money wasted because of your slackness in getting the power restored in such a small area?

So, FPL and the wonderful city of PSL, get your damn act together and do it NOW! And don't go telling me about the other countries out there who have no electric and how we are spoiled because we do. I'm sure they don't have a use for oil like we do either. Unfortunately, having what we need, we suffer the consequences, such as screwing up the environment around us and instead of destroying and ridding what is destroying our environment, we must "fix" it so we don't lose all that wonderful money of which most people will see none..... I can go on but that's a whole different subject not to be discussed here....

I'm too tired to have that last paragraph make more sense but I'm sure you know where I'm getting at!

Questions, comments? I'm waiting!

- Justin Rocque

The start of Dragon PC Training & Consultant, the end of Dragon PC Training & Consultant, and the beginning of Dragon PC Training & Repair with NO end in site!

Wow, I think that is the longest blog title I have ever created so far but I think it fits in quite well.

As you can see above, my computer business did start out as Dragon PC Training & Consultant in October of 2003. If you want to go WAY back to the history of Justin Rocque, you can check this ol' blog of my other half: Masteryin's Blog and see where I came from in the past seven years and then go back to this one to see where I stand in the present. It kind of reminds me of those Back to The Future movies but  in a blog form, which was pretty much nonexistent back then online.






So, check out the older blog above and get back to this if you want to catch up so we are all on the same page or, if not, then continue reading. To be honest though, what I have said from this past April to now and going forward is what you really need to be concerned with because a lot of changes have happened more now than before and are continuing to happen and I'm telling it like it is. The truth, the whole truth, and other things to keep you entertained while learning the truth will be presented here. So, the question you have to ask yourself is..... can YOU handle the truth, along with the entertaining "crap" thrown in here, of Justin Rocque? That is the question!! Feel free to let me know what you think about this blog and let me know if there is anything you'd like me to add. Maybe I'll take your advice or maybe I won't because it's my blog and I'll do as I please with it to please my own self and nobody else because, like I have stated in a blog post from a LONG TIME AGO, I am a selfish bastard. lol!

But, in all honestly, I'm doing this mainly for you guys and girls out there so you can learn from my foolish mistakes and smart (ass?) accomplishments. Hopefully, you will learn from them but if you are one of those who don't learn from YOUR past mistakes, how can I expect you to learn from mine after I made them and gave you my results of said mistakes I have made? It reminds me of this quote I have used in my BIG college essay " "Those who cannot remember the past are condemned to repeat it." - George Santayana (1863-1952).

Now, back to business, or should I say, "my business." That will be continued in my next blog update!!

Stay tuned,

Justin Rocque

First things first.....Is Justin Rocque still working for Best Buy?

That video above is the remix of Notorious B.I.G's song "One More Chance." I am a fan of his work and think he is still one of the best, if not the best, rappers out there of all time. 

No, I am not working at Best Buy anymore. Well, there is my update on that one!

Have a good night,

Justin

Ok, Ok, calm down. I will tell you why and what I am doing now.

As all of you know by now, I have been working at Best Buy for a little over four years. I have blogged about it here many times. A couple years ago, as you saw in the latest blog update before these current updates, I moved on up to the loss prevention part of the store, which has been renamed to "ASSet Protection." Don't ask me why because it's really not important.

I have been working in ASSet protection for close to two years. As you can see in the previous post about the LP position, I started in around December of 2007. I ended it "officially" on December 8, 2009. The last day I worked was November 26, 2009, the day before Thanksgiving. I did not expect, nor did I want, to leave so abruptly, especially right before the wacky Black Friday. I honestly enjoyed the other times I was up there in store during the morning of Black Friday. But, due to bullshit circumstances, I truly felt (literally) it was time to leave. What happened, you ask? Well, to try to make it short and sweet.... my left kneecap popped right out! Oh, what a feeling!



Surely, it didn't feel so good or look so good like the song and video by Irene Cara but it was a feeling, nonetheless! 

Basically, I walked to my car that day before Thanksgiving and all was good like every other day. I sat in my car, looked out at the windshield and noticed some paper or some shit. I got up and reached over to grab it but it was a bitch because it was raining and the paper was sticking and tearing as I pulled it. During this bullshit time, I heard some odd "pop" sound. I then looked down at my left knee and noticed it was outa whack then the pain just kicked right in like a Chuck Norris kick! After standing there for a few seconds, I eventually just dropped myself down to the wet ground and laid there in agonizing pain for ten seconds or so. I knew I had to asses this unexpected and VERY unprepared for situation. I stretched my left leg out, took a deep breath, put my left hand on the sideways knee, then put my right hand on it and.... popped it right back in place. Then I did the hokey pokey and shook myself about and that's what it was all about!



I dropped off the friend I drove home and managed to get myself home and hop inside. I quickly grabbed a bag and filled it with ice and went straight to my room. It didn't feel that bad. It was starting to swell up like a bitch though. Later that night, the pain kicked in. Boy, did it kick in. It was during this time I realized I was done working at a place where I was required to stand in one spot for over 8hrs a day, 5 days a week, with a shitty thirty minute break. It was then I knew I was done with the whole "retail" scene. Eight years total (with a two year break in between) and it was time for me to get the heck out. I told the manager about the crappy situation and to make a long story short.... I went in and put in my separation notice. Although I had no problem with the store or the people who worked in the store, this "freak accident" just told me it was time to go, even though I knew when I left, there would be trouble, but I also knew if I stayed, there would be double.



After a few weeks of the so-called accident, I was able to walk around more and go out and do stuff, not that I really did anything anyway. During the time I was home though, with my leg propped up, I went through all of the steps like I did before and then some to get my computer business back up. I knew it was something I had to do again and I had to somehow bring it back full-force if I wanted to make this my full-time and only job right now. The week after I left the Best Buy, I registered and got my business up and running again. The name of it, however, has been changed from Dragon PC Training & Consultant to Dragon PC Training & Repair for obvious reasons. More will be discussed about this in the next update because it's time to put this one to a close.

I would like to thank Youtube for the possibility of making my blog more entertaining by the use of their videos and I would like to thank Lenders New York Style Bagels as well as Nutellla  for giving me some late-night fuel while I worked on tonight's blog update.

Now, time to publish this bad boy and head to bed. Feel free to send me some comments to let me know what you think about these new additions to my blog. I will be doing more like this from now on.

Have a great night,

Justin Rocque

So, what has Justin Rocque been doing these past couple of years?

I have been around. I guess the more I thought about updating my blog, I guess I kind of felt a little disgusted because there seems to be more bad and negative things to talk about than good and positive things. So, after exactly two years had passed and I mentioned my blog to a woman, and after a friend of mine kept telling me to update it and the site or why bother having it, I decided it was time to do a big ass update. So, here is some of it and more will be continued in separate posts because I'm going to try to keep each post somewhat short and each topic separated. I also had a couple people email saying they go to some of the link sections of my site and want me to add a couple of links they recommended, which will be done soon, as well as revamping all of the links on the site because I do have a lot of links bookmarked a lot of people will find useful in some way. As far as the content, well, that too will be updated as well to reflect some more of the steps and results I have taken in my life these pasts few years. I'm sure someone can and will learn from that as well. That is the main focus of my site and blog; not to brag about Justin Rocque, the most handsome, interesting, unique, and complex man alive, but so people can learn from the actions of this amazing man, whether they are good or bad.

That is all I am going to say for now. Another post will be added soon to discuss the topics from the previous post.

Stay tuned for the exciting ride,

Justin Rocque

A VERY MUCH needed update!

It has been a little over two years, two years and eleven days to be exact since I have updated this thing. Many of you, I'm sure, are wondering what the heck happened. Where did Justin Rocque go? Is he MIA or is he even still alive? Maybe something bad happened to him. Or maybe, just maybe, he has gone postal from the whole "cyberspace" thing and decided to just pull the plug to that information superhighway from his computer?

Well, obviously, if you know Justin Rocque (and the ones reading this should. If not, prepare for an interesting ride of Justin Rocque's life!), you know he would never go so postal as to pull the plug from one of the things, if not the only thing, which gives him a reason to wake up in the late morning. Yes, I do mean late morning, considering he is that knight owl who stays up during that peaceful time of the early morning of 4AM. Unless he is needed early in the morning for an appointment having mostly to do with fixing a customers computer or training, he sleeps in until the later morning of around 10:30AM, which, to him, isn't really late at all. To him, waking up anywhere before 10AM should be a crime and it must be stopped. It has to do with society and how screwed up it has gotten through the years. Also, as much as he'd like to have a nice sleep all the way through 10:30AM, it never happens. He either get's a ring on his phone from some dumb ass calling at around 8AM-9AM or a bark or 500 from the dog in the house.

Now onto a few updates, of which a few of you are wondering from what I have posted above. You are saying to yourself right now, "Hold up..... fixing computers?? Training?? But I thought you work as LP for Best Buy??? Are you now working for the Geek Squad? What the heck is going on here? I need to know, what the heck is going on???"

Well, in the words of CoCo, keep cool, my babies, keep cool!! You will know this and much more soon, real soon!!
You will know what I, Justin Rocque, have been doing with himself these past couple of years such as:

• Is Justin Rocque still working in LP for Best Buy, or anyplace else in Best Buy for that matter?
• How many more cars has Justin Rocque gotten his hands on to this time? What car is he currently driving now?
• Does Justin Rocque still have that "Knight Rider" car? If so, where the heck is it and what has been done to it?
• Does Justin Rocque still live with his uncles? If not, where has he been living these past two years? A cardboard box or maybe in his Knight Rider car because he can't afford a place right now?
• Is Justin Rocque married? Does Justin Rocque have any girlfriends? Did he have any in the past two years? Did he switch teams?
• Has Justin Rocque paid off all of his debt? How many credit cards does Justin have??

All of the above and MORE will be answered very soon! And I do mean VERY!! I know it has been a long while since this blog and even the whole site has been updated and you will find out why, as well as all of the information above, and then some real soon. 


Stay tuned, my friends, and get ready for the time of.... Justin Rocque's life!

Updates will continue when I awaken in the late AM...

Justin Rocque

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But not in the masteryin blog. That's just silly.

Standby for a few BIG ASS updates to this blog. I know it's been a long wait and I know you guys out there are thirsty for more knowledge of the one and only Justin Rocque!

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